I am still untangling the cords in my life. The new meds are helping, at least I am sleeping and beginning to feel like a human again. My co-workers are not complaining so much about me and my husband says that I my not so "snappy". He has been such a rock thrugh all this, just being here and putting up with all my moodiness. He never complains, he just stands by concerned for me and being here all the while just where and when I need him.
The best part is that I feel like I am beginning to like myself once more. I still have days that I have a meltdown but for the most part I am better. The spiritual part of my wound is getting better also. I was struggling with going to a wordly doctor instead of someone in church etc. but when I got to my Dr. appt, the counselor that met with me stated that she was a Christian counselor and she counselled from a christian view. If I was not comfortable with that she would turn me over to one of the other counsellors. Needless to say, I will be staying wtih her as I was wanting a Christian aspect for counselling. It really was an answet to prayer. I think that I will be OK now. Not to say I won't have some rought days ahead but I really know that with Jesus I amy living on the belief that no matter what, God has a plan and it will be better than anything I could imgine. So keep praying for me and check back, I will try to keep you posted on what God is doing.
Techno mom is a name my son gave me when I actually began to learn to use a computer and cell phone and Ipod. Now I still have problems and have to call on him but, for the most part i'm doing o.k. Come with me as I explore the world of blogging. Update: moving along and committed to making some difference by using this blog.
What I'm listening to now.......
This album "Passion:Awakening" has some really amazing songs and I have enjoyed them so much. My favorite right now is "Awakening"
by Chris Tomlin. We all need the Lord to awake our souls and cause us to desire His will in our lives. The only way our souls will be awakened is with the power of God. I encourage all of you to listen and then pray that God will awaken your soul. enjoy.......
by Chris Tomlin. We all need the Lord to awake our souls and cause us to desire His will in our lives. The only way our souls will be awakened is with the power of God. I encourage all of you to listen and then pray that God will awaken your soul. enjoy.......
Commitment
I am going to be making some changes in my life.....little things. But sometimes those little changes are challenging. I have committed this year to start on that book that I have always wanted to write, and I have started, I am praying that the Lord will guide me in this endeavor. So God can guide me I am studying everyday and spending time in His word.
I really try to have a quiet time at home in my chair, but that does not always happen, so being my techno self, I have the Bible and some tools on my i-Phone and take advantage of that at some point during the day. The other things I am working on are learning some Spanish and memorizing the book of James. Not much. Go with me and I get through 2012.....what are you committed to this year?
Monday, May 10, 2010
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