What I'm listening to now.......

This album "Passion:Awakening" has some really amazing songs and I have enjoyed them so much. My favorite right now is "Awakening"
by Chris Tomlin. We all need the Lord to awake our souls and cause us to desire His will in our lives. The only way our souls will be awakened is with the power of God. I encourage all of you to listen and then pray that God will awaken your soul. enjoy.......

Commitment

I am going to be making some changes in my life.....little things. But sometimes those little changes are challenging. I have committed this year to start on that book that I have always wanted to write, and I have started, I am praying that the Lord will guide me in this endeavor. So God can guide me I am studying everyday and spending time in His word.
I really try to have a quiet time at home in my chair, but that does not always happen, so being my techno self, I have the Bible and some tools on my i-Phone and take advantage of that at some point during the day. The other things I am working on are learning some Spanish and memorizing the book of James. Not much. Go with me and I get through 2012.....what are you committed to this year?

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Where Have I Been?

Yes, I am back to blog.  It has been a long 10 days.  And where does the time go?  I did not even realize that it had been 10 days until this morning when I opened the site.  Anyway, I apologize to those that have been looking and finding nothing new.  On to some new things ....that are really old but need to be said  again and again.

This morning I was straightening my hair ( like every morning) and my cord was too short.  I looked at it and it was twisted and tangled.  Well how did that happen?  I knew that it had been tangled and each morning I would think, next time I am going to straighten that cord, but I would rush on through the morning and leave the cord tangled.   Finally, the cord was so tangled that it would not even reach from the plug to my head.  Do you see where I am going?   When I started to untangle the cord there were knots in the cord...now how did knots get in the cord?  In fact how did the cord get so tangled?  

My life is like that cord.  I have rushed on thru things and pressed on, noticing tangles but able to keep going even tho there are tangles.  Now I have reached a point that I am going to have to do some untangling.  I have realized that my life is so full of knots that I am unable to function as I should.  I am not sure that I want to see all the knots that I have in my life.  But I am going to press on. I know that I am spiritually, emotionally and physically wornout.  The next months (or year, however long it takes) I will be untangling things.  Some things I will share here and some things I may not want to share, I may not want to see it at all just yet.   Now don't get excited and think that you will read about some juicy sex or big blow up.  I have just let myself spin out of control and the Lord will let you know when it is time to give Him back control of your life and get back to listening to Him.  So the first step is to get myself spiritually in shape which is hard when you hurt all over and you are an emotional wreck.   But I know it is possible.  If you are experiencing the same symptoms, don't wait until you are totally out of control, get things in line BEFORE everything is out of control.  

In a way I am looking forward to what God will do thru all this.....watch with me....
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